Last 12-14 days have been quite traumatic for me and my family due to death of three of my relatives one after the another. It came to a point where it felt to me that its becoming quite a norm. Something i mentioned to my mum as well, that we are almost becoming numb and used to it. Sounds scary, really scary but unfortunately thats how things were.

I just was listening to this song which remains among my ALL TIME FAVOURITE song and for some reason, i have almost always interpreted as a song of death – dont know, but its a most moving song and has that haunting feeling which sends shiver down my spine and gives me goosebumps, and i love it every single time ! I downloaded the video of this song the other day and was absolutely stunned with what i think has to be a most accurate depiction of song through a video the way i had imagined it in my mind. Its a song thats perhaps about living and dying and thats how i interpret this song as. A song about living and dying and the way last couple of weeks went past , i think it has to be a most apt song to describe what went on.

May the souls of all those who passed away RIP. Amen.

Lightning CrashesLive

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
her placenta falls to the floor
the angel opens her eyes
the confusion sets in
before the doctor can even close the door

lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now, to the baby down the hall

oh now feel it comin’ back again
like a rollin’ thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin’ from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
this moment she’s been waiting for
the angel opens her eyes
pale blue colored iris,
presents the circle
and puts the glory out to hide, hide